the lucky ones

shadows settle on the place that you left

our minds are troubled by the emptiness

destroy the middle, it's a waste of time

from the perfect start to the finish line

and if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones

'cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs

setting fire to our insides for fun

collecting names of the lovers that went wrong

the lovers that went wrong

we are the reckless

we are the wild youth

chasing visions of our futures

one day we'll reveal the truth

that one will die before he gets there

and if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones

'cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone

we're setting fire to our insides for fun

collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home

it was a flood that wrecked this..

and you caused it..

well i've lost it all, i'm just a silhoutte

a lifeless face that you'll soon forget

my eyes are damp from the words you left

ringing in my head, when you broke my chest

and if you're in love, then you are the lucky one

'cause most of us are bitter over someone

setting fire to our insides for fun

to distract our hearts from ever missing them

but i'm forever missing him

and you caused it

"Youth" - Daughter

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sad words like these lift me up, somehow. it's not wrong to like sorrow, right? been spending the whole night listening to songs via youtube, one hour long videos of compilations of songs from various singers from a competition to be exact. it's almost 2am and I'm contemplating whether i should continue listening to my remaining tabs or just continue tomorrow. no wonder i have a big butt. i sit in front of my computer all day ~.~ !

you know what, i like small fonts too. it gives me security that no one would bother to read 'cause it's such a struggle, so I have the freedom to write whatever I want. however, it also makes the person who would read my tiny-font blog post til the end, seem much more sincere. :) 

"thanks for bothering :)" - a sincere thank you note from a girl who likes sad things and small fonts