So Totally Melo! ❤: what actually happened on my birthday

(it's almost a month past my birthday lol but better late than never right?)

ahh it's the most wonderful time of the year. lol no.

haha I dread my birthday every year. it's just something i tend to do. :\

anyways, before my birthday, it was dad's birthday. we had a simple dinner at the Chinese Restaurant in Dynasty.

sweeter than pie parents awww

this was a candid shot

with cutie bro

me and dad. July babies

family portrait.

and when we got home it was time to sing!! idk why but I feel like i don't sing as well at home. :(

"get that thing away from me"

xxx

on the day itself

new spike head gear for church xD

gift from Jac. my brother hugging it ever so gently LOL!

so all was good after church. I was still cheerful. but still I felt a little weird because I received SO LITTLE wishes!! :(

like, usually after 12am you start to get all these birthday messages right? well I did receive some, but when I woke there was no more.

somehow it affected me lolol cause some of my friends didn't even greet me. ughghg

so anyways, headed to Parkson with dad and bought him his belated present.

and all that shopping (none for me btw) made me feel like crap. in my head i'm thinking, hey, it's my birthday. shouldn't i be the one buying things?? why aren't you asking me what i want?

so yah watching my dad shop away kinda brought my mood down a little. which got me thinking about my friends not greeting me. in my mind i thought okay maybe they're still sleeping. then i saw them tweeting/instagramming and I was like WHAT. LOL okay.

and the thoughts just keep spinning in my head. and when dad brought me to choose my cake my tears fell WTF IN THE BAKERY SOMEMORE. i think i managed to hide it lah (I HOPE)

anyways, it was all good TIL I CRIED AGAIN ON THE WAY HOME. i was driving so i tried to hide my face from dad but he knew and he's like "why are you crying" -_-

shit so embarassing so I just said nothing.

okay ya can't see my face here but it was damn pissed off. HAHAHAHA

cause before dad took this picture my bro mocked me saying "so, where's your boyfriend?"

you know, in his condescending tone. =.="

that was the last straw for me. tears just fell down my eyes like waterfall WTF so I walked away to hide it but failed miserably. in the end we ended up shouting at each other WHILE EATING WTF MELO WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

so yah it all went horribly wrong. my mum thought I was crying 'cause I expected a bigger celebration and she even apologized wtf

I'm not that spoiled a brat so I told her it wasn't that. and it seemed silly at the time to say out that I was upset no one remembered my birthday so I blamed it on my brother for the bf joke. D:

and at the time when I shouted at him, he shouted back at me saying that I was always harsh on him and that I don't love him. and he hid in his room since. omg. >:(

ice cream cake!

okay the birthday lunch seriously went horribly wrong and I was sobbing all the way while eating my lunch (ALL THANKS TO MY FRIENDS WTF I HOPE YOU ALL FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELVES)

but after it all I felt really bad for scolding my brother and somehow all the crying made me feel a whole lot better. haha but my eyes were swollen by then. but i did apologize to my brother. :}

then it was night time. had a dinner date with Doreen, Chang, Joan and Ron.

we had dinner at Surf and Turf

need I add that I saw my soul mate there?? he was back in town and he happened to be dining next door omg *FATED*

they were acting kinda weird. and at a point Ron actually said "where's George?" to Joan. so I was like O_O are they coming?? cause they told me they would celebrate with me the next day 'cause Katty was busy. so i was anticipating a little HAHA but no one showed up at the end of the dinner. T.T

then at 10+ i think, Chang suddenly told me that she had to leave 'cause she had work the next day. I was shocked cos she doesn't usually leave this early but I was okay with it. (being such an understanding friend and all)

so Joan and Ron left with her. and it was just me and Doreen. then when we left, she asked if I wanted ice cream. I said sure. so we were on our way and she was texting the whole way. so I'm said, "why are you texting and driving??"

she told me one of her friend is emo-ing and that she would stop at the petrol station to reply.

my reaction was : -_________________-

and she really did stop at the petrol station. LOL

in my mind i was seriously wtf-ing at the situation.

then while driving, this Doreen told me that her tummy felt weird and she may need to use the toilet. (cause she had diarrhea few days back)

so I said, okay you just drop me home and you go home and do your business. so she said okay. then when we reached my place she was like, "omg I can't hold it in anymore can I borrow your toilet??"

-_-

(somehow it sounds suspicious now that i'm typing it but i swear it seemed normal when it happened)

so of course I said yes. she even rushed into my house. and when I went in there was no sign of her.

then when I walked into the dining area suddenly everyone just pop-ed out of nowhere.

"SURPRISE!!!!"

my mind went blank. I couldn't even see who was there. i think the first person I saw was Katty? then I felt confused cause she told me she was busy. then slowly I saw Chang, Joan, George, Sin Khiew. okay pretty much all my friends. and my youngest brother there. HAHAHAHA

SHIT.

feel so dumbfounded.

damn these bitches

I can't believe they let me think no one cared (FOR THE WHOLE DAY FYI I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE FURIOUS)

then all miraculously turn up in my house.

seriously.

seriously????

maybe I should've been mad and give them a fright that day. muahaha

but all I did was..... cry. -_-

motherfucking tear ducts

then they showed me my cake.