i know i shouldn't
but sometimes i think back at the events that happened before you left
everything just seemed like signs
pointing slowly
to the end
there were things you asked me to do
first was the xiaomi band which you told me stopped working
and tasked me to find a shop to fix it
then there was your sun glass lens which you asked me to help buy online
cause you found a good deal
which i nonchalantly shrugged off telling you it was just another fake website on facebook
next thing you know
the person who
all those things you procrastinated doing for
is gone
and you're left wondering
what if.. what if you did all those things
would things turn out any different?
i know i shouldn't
i really shouldn't
but sometimes i think back at the events that happened before you left
everything just seemed like signs
pointing slowly
to the end.
