hello, from the other side.issa mixed feeling kinda night. i miss everything and i'm doing my best to suppress everything, to keep it all below surface.
i don't want to stay stagnant, but at the same time, being tough is kinda... well, tough. i want things to stay the same, but i can't have that without myself staying the same as well. y'know what i mean? i want to be better than i was yesterday but i can't do that if i don't change my surroundings.
which is why i'm here.
but why am i so so sad?
