internship week #1!

what a week!! my internship started last Monday, so today is the end of my first week. so far so good, I guess? don't really dare write out a certain thing that happened that made me bu shuang in fear that someone from the office sees it, putting my intern status in jeopardy. aiyer. how leh like this? can't a girl swear/gossip/curse in peace? sigh. so i guess I'll just write out the good stuffs that's happened, leaving out the bad. but let me tell you this, the bad part is actually quite insignificant! but the person involved is very important because he's gonna write a recommendation letter at the end of my internship! HAHA. so ironic. I have to be in best behavior because he determines whether I pass or not, as that letter holds a certain amount of marks. walau eh *inserts swear words*  

first few days of internship was dreadful. i had absolutely nothing to do. a few talks to attend then that's it. plus I was like this awkward little penguin in the office, not knowing what to do when I meet new people. should I go over and shake hands? say hi? or just smile then look away. T_T i'm a social person but i really cannot make the first move!! :( 

anyways, supervisor asked me to do some reading for the first week and i obediently obliged. reading material includes a 141 page Microsoft word document, and I read it all. HAHAHAHA I FEEL BRILLIANCE AND INTELLIGENCE OOZING OUT OF ME ALREADY! 

(points to pic) yes, I even made notes while reading, i was that bored. haven't you ever been so bored you had no choice but to study? haha i'll ask mum to bring me to her office next time i'm preparing for finals -.- anyways, i even listed down the words which i don't understand and would google when I get home. never did. (¬_¬)

my red shoes! :D haha.

oh and did I mention there's this cute guy sitting beside me? but what's sad is being so close yet so far apart - our cubicles are placed that our backs are against each other, plus there's also a wall in between. so if i want to look at him, it would be too obvious. so usually I just peek at him through the small crack between the cubicle and the wall. HAHAHAHA *CREEPER* 

oops. i'm sorry i'm so hiao lah. but he's too cute. when he smiles at me oh my God a part of me flies to him and never wants to come back. and I realize sometimes when we talk his eyes, they are watery!! eeeee. so big. eeeeee. plus he's so tall. eeeeeeee. and handsome. eeeeeeeee. and this one time he wore all black and i'm like eeeeeeee. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i cannot control my hormones. HAHA. oh and did I mention a friend from curtin is interning there too? but he's under Mechanical lah, i'm in Process. anyways, I was kinda annoyed at him at first cause he's so hardworking, i'm like a sloth beside him -_- but yeah, turns out he's actually quite nice. i'm so bad lah thinking shitty things about him like that.!! and all he's been is supportive. for example, there was this one time I couldn't find anyone to help me connect to a printer, so of course I had to ask the ONE GUY sitting right next to me right? *cough* cute guy *cough* and I did and he went over to my computer and helped me. and said friend was sitting opposite my cubicle and I signaled over and gave him 'the look', and in return he gave me an approving look that says 'nailed it!' SEE HOW NICE THIS FRIENDSHIP IS? 

when me and the cute guy get married i'm gonna include him in my wedding vow, thanking him for his unconditional support. wahaha not forgetting an incident that happened just now. another girl flirted with the cute guy while PURPOSELY passing his cubicle!! so i went over to my friend's desk and said, "zomg did she hiao him?!" and he's like "yeah, she did. she even went over to scare him or something." me: "WHAT SHOULD I DO!" "you should make him coffee tomorrow." 

HAHAHHAHA 

it just doesn't get any better than this. 

P/s if you thought my internship post would be more insightful then i'm sorry i disappointed you! HAHAHA 

P/P/s no one noticed my stacked bracelets meh?! :( 

this video is the dog's bollocks

omg. am currently watching this video. so much emotions/comments I had while watching. (i'm not even done watching yet) and I feel a little shy spamming everyone's twitter wall so here i am! back in this blog of mine, where no one can say anything about me writing all this crap because they can just not read it. LOL!

so anyways, here goes. my FEELS:
just FYI, Finn is the one on the left, Tyler - middle and Jack - right.

- Finn is so effing hot. just look at that face. zomg. there is no bad angle on him.

- is it me or is he constantly giving the camera the 'sexy look'? eew kinda turned off I don't like vain boys


- did you see the way Jack looked at Tyler when he said "my body's ready" ?? hahaha :O
#SexualTensionBetweenJackandTyler


- IS IT JUST ME OR DOES TYLER AND JACK SHARE A SECRET LOVE AFFAIR?

- is it just me or is Finn somehow slightly left out in this vid. seems like most of the time Tyler's just talking to Jack lol

- i like Jack's laugh :B

- omg Tyler loves One Direction and Justin Bieber. he's my soulmate wtf

- Tyler ships Zayn and Niall. what. I ship Zayn and Harry. sigh i guess i'll have to call off our wedding.

- but wait. Jack has a thing for Zayn and he tweets him!! LOLOL

WHY IS HE SO FUNNY OMG!! he actually made up a ship for himself and Zayn -- JAYN? LMAO!! *swoons*

and notice the one tweet at the back, "you delete your twitter account?!? Now we can't DM"
HAHA I literally lol-ed at this. TOO MUCH. but really, who can resist a funny guy WHO'S ALSO EXTREMELY GOOD LOOKING.

- Finn says he likes Harry Styles OMG #SOULMATES HAHAHAHAHAHA ooh he says Harry Styles is his baby. that's not right now is it. I'm Harry Styles' baby wtf.

- I LOVE JACK'S LAUGH.


okay video ended. lmao. seriously.
OBVIOUSLY i'm not in the right state of mind to exist, yet even blog all this out. someone save meeeeeeeee. but why are there so many hot people but yet so little hot people in Miri? waaaaaiiiiiiiiii 

a little update on me life

quite a while since i've dropped in a proper update. 

it's been quite a week - last Sunday, our house was burglared. it was tragic, really. I've grown tired answering all the questions of what happened? how did it happen blahblah. :s 

anyways, the police didn't do a good job catching the thieves. I wouldn't be surprised to find out that there was no doing involved at all. -_- sigh. I still feel that if I were in the US, I would get all my stuffs back. *pouts*

but all is well. we are all unharmed from the event. lesson learnt: must always close your windows properly!! :) 

stay safe everyone. 

x

so now I shall blog about what happened one week after the event. haha :D

 okay, took a pic of me wearing my watch 'cause during breakfast I saw an old lady wearing the exact same watch!!!! =.=
my immediate reaction was WHAT?!!! 

plus it didn't look that nice on her (NO OFFENCE JUST BEING HONEST) so I took a pic to make sure it looks nice on me WTF. how nice of me. now I feel bad -_-

moving on~
headed to Parkson to get a new laptop! :D

 yay yay. ahahaha

i'm very happy :3

so yeah. happy update over. now time to worry about tomorrow ----- first paper for finals is tomorrow!

hope I can do well. haha. and another paper on Thursday omg I only studied 2 tutorials for that. I HOPE I HAVE TIME PLEASE DO NOT SLACK ANYMORE.


ciao~ ^.^


P/s 
oh by the way, go listen to One Direction's Little Things!!! SO NICE <3

well now, isn't this something to think about?

so.. have you lived your life to the fullest? :) 

let go and move on

watched this last night with my parents! it was a very touching movie.

basically it's about a boy who loses his dad during the 9/11 tragedy. it shows him snooping into his father's closet and finding a vase with an envelope with 'Black' printed on it. inside, lies a key. he then made it his goal to figure out what his father wanted him to find out.

he took name books and circled all the Black's, listing them into areas where they live, and making sure he visits them every time that he can. because of this little 'adventure' of his, he drifted away from his mother. it was sad, really, watching the scene where he leaves the house, and his mother just stands there watching him leave. he did whisper i love you from under the door though, which I thought was rather sweet.

anyways, he was a very clever little boy. he processes everything so quickly and has his own way of dealing with things. he even has a walkie-talkie which he uses with his grandmother who lives next door. "grandma, are you awake? over."

at the same time, there was a man staying at his grandma's, someone his grandma refused to let him meet. but somehow he managed to meet the old man, told him everything he's been through, and the old man just stood up and wrote on his paper (he couldn't speak) "I'm tired. I go to sleep." and that was the end of that. haha kinda funny actually. I expected him to collapse on the floor declaring a heart attack or something LOL

before the boy left, the old man offered to go on his adventure with him. he said yes, which he regretted immediately after. it was cute, the two of them going out to find the lock to the key. in the end, the boy was already giving up. he went through so many Black's, so many pictures of them, moments with them. but still no where near the lock. He asked the old man, whether he thinks there's a lock for the key. "YES." then, he asked, whether he thinks they will find that lock. "NO." between the adventures, the boy, being so sharp at his age, already figured out that the old man was his grandfather. therefore he enjoys the adventure a little more, with someone so alike his father guiding him through. :)

the twist arises when he returns home from their 'last' adventure. he revises the newspaper clip his dad left for him, where he circles the words 'don't stop looking', and realized there's another thing behind that is circled. it was a phone number. he called it. and it brought him on his final adventure.

that number belongs to a broker, who somehow was expecting the boy already and brought him to her ex husband, who she says might know where the key belongs to. turns out his father bought that vase for his mother for their anniversary, from said ex husband. such a lovely miracle that all this while THAT man was searching for the key too, as his late father left him a note before he died, saying that the key inside the blue vase was for him. but at the time it was already too late as he sold off the vase. isn't beautiful how everything turned out? :)

it was a happy ending for the man, but sadly not for the little boy. he ran all the way home and cried, tearing all the maps, scrapbooks he made throughout the months. his mother came in and calmed him down. then jeng jeng another plot twist. (this is where I cried the most omg) turns out his mother knew about all his adventures, and she went to all the Black's which she think he might visit on the day and tell them about what happened, and to expect him coming. so touching omg like really. everyone cried at their story. there was one mother with 5 noisy kids, and one of the kids drew him a picture of him holding the key in his hands. :') just many different kind stories he experienced with many different people. the most beautiful thing i have ever watched.

so with that, I guess he finally let go.
to end, he wrote a letter to all the Black's he visited,  thanked them and mentioned how he found the rightful owner to the key. everything was good, his grandfather eventually got back together with his grandmother. and the broker who lead him to her ex husband, they got back together too. :)

more importantly, the boy was finally able to let go.

sometimes there are things in life which only hurt ourselves if we don't let go. the harder you hold onto it, the more it hurts you. sometimes you cannot change something that has happened, so what else is there to do but move on?

:) 

nice to see nice to hold..

so I was looking through pictures to find a better more awesome-r one to use as my FB cover photo, but ended up reminiscing last year's China trip! which, i'm ashamed to say, I haven't even finish updating on! WAHAHA (the updates were on my old blog!)

I was so organized with the pictures I took. making a folder for each place and naming the folders accordingly too. thank goodness I did, if not I doubt I can remember any of the names. so here goes~

not a continuation of my update though. not sure if I already posted these pics, but I just want to express how much I love snow! and how thankful I am that I've finally seen snow! touched snow! feel snow!! woot woot

 SNOW FLAKE ON MY HAND!!!
ON
MY
HAND! !!!!

 this was our 6th day in China i think. we went to climb Er Mei Shan, and it was snowing heavily at the time! :O
the scenery's gorgeous, the hike was pretty too, pretty damn tiring that is!
I was gasping for breath by the time we reached the top. lmao

oh, short story on the mountain: tour guide said that there's a huge statue on the top of the mountain, made of pure gold if not mistaken!! good luck trying to steal it back though. HAHA!
anyways, he mentioned that people climb all the way to the top, and make a wish by the statue!! so of course I was up for it! that line alone is motivation enough :p

but he did tell us that we might not be able to see the statue clearly due to the heavy snow. *inserts sad face*

but God loves us so when we reached the top, WE SAW THE STATUE :D

 *shivers*

 almost there!!
very blurry view of the statue. haha. I was already giving up when we reached the stairs. I remember telling my mum to go on without me. and that I'd live without that one wish. LMAO!

 I swear that isn't drool! HAHA

 ahh. the wish granting statue.

 snow snow snow. freezing snow!

if you noticed, I kept emphasizing that the statue grants wishes! bahaha
not a superstitious person, but something amazing happened. when I reached the top, I really did make a wish. I forced my parents to make one too! hahaha no idea what they wished for but I wished for a new phone! cause I was still using my Sony at the time and was desperately in need of a new one. :B

a few days later, (still during the trip), dad went to our room and told my bro and I about our phones. wow. talk about efficient. so yeah, dream fulfilled. :D <3

lesson learnt: never underestimate the power of a wish and never give up climbing a mountain with a wish granting statue at the top. lmao

ahh. nothing like warm milk tea during winter!!  felt so good after drinking this.

 love this pic wei. :O
love how hardcore I was too. bought a fur bag just for that trip. lmao. the me now can't be arsed at all.

yes, my duck fetish was already developed way back then.

 on the way down (like, finally) the mountain, we saw these monkeys haha. so cute!

 this one with her baby somemore! I think??? hahahaha.

group photo at the end of the day. I think most of us weren't ready. HAHAHA
or maybe it's just me. :D

happy birthday, mumsy ❤

today is mum's birthday! 

woke up early in the morning to take the cupcakes from Mr Roy. his wife made 'em. :D 

but mum really is too .. modest? haha

when she called me in the afternoon, I slipped in a 'Happy Birthday Mum' and she changed the topic.!! LOL 

so I repeated what I said, only louder. and she just said ''okay okay". lmao. 

anyways, in the evening when she arrived home she brought KFC for us! it's a family tradition of ours to celebrate on weekdays with either Pizza Hut, McD or KFC, followed by a more proper celebration during the weekends! Haha

so she went upstairs to change, I assumed she was getting ready for dinner cause I specially reminded her to come home early as I have tuition! but lo and behold, she came down wearing jogging clothes! -_- 

i'm like, "MUM!"

and she's all "aiya don't need to take pic lah!"

 lmao. so totally Melo's mum. xD 

here are some of the pics we managed to take :)  

 super love the cup-cake. haha

she didn't make a wish!

cute bro and mum! Haha :D

anyways, we just took the cake out and took pics then mum went jogging. HAHA!!
and up til now the cupcakes are still untouched in the fridge. mum says they're too pretty to eat. ahaha.

so that's it for the birthday post. maybe a continue post after the proper celebration. :)